Currently Not Looking!

So when I originally started this blog, I was at the peak of my dating season. I had already done a lot of dating before starting. But I was getting tired of dealing with guys who would say they were looking for a relationship but really were only looking for a fuckbuddy. That’s cool and everything, but I wanted more. I was ready to truly build a connection with someone and maybe grow with them.

There’s no way to know how long it’ll take to find true love, so I intended to just write entries about this generation's dating issues and tell some of my dating horror stories... But those horrible dates I talked about got me to the perfect date.

The guy from that perfect date has turned out to be possibly the perfect guy for me!

We’ve been dating for a little over a month, and I feel like I’m living in a romantic comedy. Just in case you’re behind on my latest blog entries, I’ll give you a quick recap of our back story: I met Mr. Perfect on an online dating site, where we talked for a few days. Shortly after he gave me his number, we chatted for awhile, and then ended up setting up our first date, aka "The Perfect Date." I had found the Christian Grey for my Anastasia.

Fast forward to today. As I said, we’ve been dating for a little over a month and things couldn’t be better. We just celebrated our first Valentine’s Day weekend. Here’s a depressing fact about me: I’ve NEVER gotten a Valentine’s Day gift, let alone a whole date planned for me. So I was excited when he told me he had made plans for us. We enjoyed dinner at a seafood restaurant since we both love seafood. We spent the night talking and laughing over dinner. At the end of dinner, he slid me a gift across the table, a reminder that I was not expecting anything. He had gotten me one of those "rose bears" you see on social media and some chocolates. What’s crazy is that the week before, I was looking at a rose bear and thought, "I wish someone would get me one of those," so imagine my excitement when I pulled it out of the bag. It’s like he read my mind.

We had dinner earlier in the week on Wednesday, since Valentine’s Day was that weekend, and we were trying to avoid the chaos. So our Valentine weekend was still open. I had a hotel booked for a party, but that party got canceled, so I decided to use the room for a romantic night with Mr. Perfect.

My plan was to put it on him on Valentine’s Day, but Mother Nature has been out to get me since I was a teenager. That bitch has horrible timing! I was going to try and wait her out, but she did not let up. So my sexy romantic weekend turned into a romantic chill weekend. Even with foiled plans, me and Mr. Perfect had a lovely weekend cuddled up in each other's arms. We used our alone time to get to know each other better and strengthen our bond...

But man, did I want to jump on his dick the entire weekend. We had our sensual and sexual moments, though. On Friday, I made sure my mouth showed him my appreciation for our Valentine’s dinner and my gift. Then there would be times when he would pick me up so I could wrap my legs around his waist, just for him to walk me over to the bed and slam my body down. Something about that gentle force when he slammed me made me hot! We took long showers where we shared long passionate kisses under the water. Then, on the night before check out, I got to have a little taste of his paddles. He had a leather and a wooden one. The leather one didn’t do it for me; it was too soft. But that wood had me ready and willing!

I saved all that pent-up sexual tension. I had plotted a plan to put it on him after Mother Nature was done being a cockblock. As soon as I saw I was clear for landing, I texted him and told him to gear up, with some tongue emojis and kissy faces. He knew exactly what was happening. In the past, Mr. Perfect had stated that he wanted to see me in some lingerie and knew I was going to make that happen, but he didn’t know when, where, or how.

I had a two-piece black lingerie set. I put a leopard print silk robe on top of that, and to finish my look, I put on my leather thigh-high boots. I was looking like a whole full-course meal, and I knew it! I waited for him to let me know he was home, and I hopped in the car and headed his way. I double-checked my make-up and hair before exiting my car and approaching his door...

He opened the door. I stepped in and slightly slid my coat off so he could get a peak at what was underneath. You all know, that’s all it took!! He told me to get my ass to the bedroom and it was on!! He catered to my body that night and made sure all that sexual tension I had pent up got released.

I’ve never gone to anyone’s house in just lingerie. I’m really a shy girl at heart. But he’s shown me that he deserves everything I have to offer. That means being open to doing new things too. He’s made me feel like I’m with the safest person to try new things with. He’s been so supportive and so attentive to my wants and needs. It’s only right that I be supportive of him, along with his wants and needs too. I’ve always been willing to cater to my man, but never truly felt the men I was with deserved it, so I had a cap on how much I would cater to them. But Mr. Perfect has been catering to me since the day I met him, so he’s definitely proven he’s worth it.

He’s got me all in my feelings. I haven’t felt this since high school when I met my high school sweetheart. I’d be lying if I didn’t say this all feels too good to be true. That thought has crossed my mind on multiple occasions... But at the same time, he has not shown me any red flags to solidify that feeling, so I’ve been embracing it all.

I feel his feelings for me are genuine and real. No one has treated me the way he does. He wakes me up in the mornings with kisses and smothers me in kisses before I go to bed. He lets me know how beautiful I am any chance he gets, even in the mornings when I know I look like a zombie!... When he holds me in his arms, I feel safe, protected, valued, and wanted. As an added bonus, I haven’t touched a door handle since I met him. He will not allow me to open any doors while he’s around.

This kind of treatment may be normal for most, or may be common for some... But it is entirely new to me! It’s what I knew I deserved but never fought to get! I didn’t have to convince or fight with Mr. Perfect to get this treatment. He said, "He’s treating me like the person he already sees in me." This is what I’m worth. I just can’t believe I finally have it!

Yeah, this blog was started to give you a look into my dating life, and I've dated, but I’ve found someone who currently deserves my full attention. The dating world was new to me, and though it was fun, I’m ready to explore Mr. Perfect’s world now! So this journey is definitely not over. We’re just going to call this a plot twist!

-MB